Wedding Preparation

So I am planning a wedding. Most girls would be sooo excited. Me I think it is very overated and overpriced. Because I am pregnant it is also a headace. My colors areblack and white with splashs of red.

Eventhough i cant drink why spoil it for everyone. My list has now dwindled to approximately 60 people how in the hell can I do that?

Well I envision a small candle lit outside wedding with a long flowing dress, curry and jerk chicken and shrimp, jamaican peas and rice, and fresh steamed vegetables, lots of alcohal.

Nothing fancy just live jazz, carribean spicy food and fun.

People

I am addicted to blogging half because i love to read people and see what is on their mind. my hubby says this is because i am the police and i am just nosy and analytical. some may see this as negative i in turn see this as a positive and it helps me read people.

LOL

But what I see is that everyone is basically the same. HUMAN.

So addicted

I want some french onion soup NOW

Enjoy

Bracelets

I know we as women love jewels but I have an overwhelming craving for bone and horn, fur and skins.

HELLO People

So this is hilarious to me. Speaking to my friend who audits reports stated that she has seen an increase in a common phrase most "criminals" say when they get caught.

"Man you can't do shit to me, Obama's president!"

LOL

Dear Lord

let everyone see Obama as a motivation for hard work, perseverance, fairness, kindness, and professionalism.

Hottest Chicks thats hurtin the game

She could be your mother, aunt, friend, church member or a common stranger you pass in the mall. she is class love her much

Trend setter, rock n roll, hip chick, luv it!

Amen

What I want to be when I grow up

Hottest couple in the game. I love them soooo much!

BLACK WOMAN

Thank you wonderful creator for creating such unique angels.

So I am watching television and I realized that I am in love with black woman. If you really look at us, all of us no matter how dark or light the skin color, how the texture of our hair, locked, relaxed, fro, braided, how wide our nose or lips how fat or flat our ass is we are fucking beautiful.

So every woman today look at yourself and your girlfriends, mother, daughter, and strangers and really look at them not finding something to criticize but find at least one thing to appreciate. And appreciate it. We as woman are the true creators of this world.

One thing we all have in common is that in reality we love hard. Always loving even when it is not reciprocated, giving life to others that follow so close to the road that leads to death. If you really look at the situation we are Godly. I know we all say, "I know that I am a queen," Im beautiful and etc. etc. but in reality we dont follow that mantra.

Help me father to cultivate this belief in my daughters, sisters, cousins and friends, we as woman have changed to fit into the vision of this backward ass world. No I am not saying dont wear you gucci or prada, i am not saying not to relax your hair, i am not saying dont drive that mercedes becuase of the "man"

What I am saying is that today, this very day, do what you want to do, not to prove yourself to some image of impowerment or success related to someone on television or proving something to someone on the street that really dont know you or give a fuck about you. DO YOU DO WHAT THE HELL YOU LIKE.

Enough of my soap box.

Lord help me follow what I am preaching everyday let me realize my queendom and let me love everyone no matter what color, religion, social status or choices that they make whether I agree or not.

I love you

Amen

Hot Tattoo

My Prayer

So I am new to blogging and I know I need to post pictures as I look at others blog pages. All are interesting. Its snowing out and I love the elements of snow and rain. Lets you feel so care free when you know that you cant create or control something so beautiful. Thank you Lord.

Last night I fought with my fiance because of all the plans for the new baby is so extensive but he feels like I am leaving his other children that are from a previous relationship out. Like my child is better than them.

That is not true at all, but I have accountability for this one I am carrying. I dont have kids so I dont know how to be a mother yet. What does he expect they are older than 10 years old and have relationships with there own mother. I do love them but is it wrong to love mine a little bit more. I feels so bad to think about it and even worse to write it.

I am going to work 2 hours late, hope I make it there safely another day of throwing up and spitting, fun! But I did get some this morning and it was soooo great. Put me to sleep.

Love ya!
Amen

My Prayer

I am not a blogger or a writer, and I dont pray like I should but you know that I love you and this year I am going to build a stronger relationship with you. You are my teacher, husband, father, and friend.

Lord I begged you to bless me with a child and you have granted my prayer plus given me a wonderful husband to be. But I really dislike being pregnant, I am always in pain, throwing up, full of gas and heartburn please relieve my discomfort.

I am addicted to the salty chicken builloin cubes even though they contain MSG they help my stomach settle. Plus I am a freakin spitter OMG I hate it soooo much. I am not being ungrateful but this is not what I expected.

So lord please adjust my attitude, make me more patient and loving, help me gracefully accept the changes that are occuring in my life, help me love you better by loving other people.

Amen