I am not a blogger or a writer, and I dont pray like I should but you know that I love you and this year I am going to build a stronger relationship with you. You are my teacher, husband, father, and friend.
Lord I begged you to bless me with a child and you have granted my prayer plus given me a wonderful husband to be. But I really dislike being pregnant, I am always in pain, throwing up, full of gas and heartburn please relieve my discomfort.
I am addicted to the salty chicken builloin cubes even though they contain MSG they help my stomach settle. Plus I am a freakin spitter OMG I hate it soooo much. I am not being ungrateful but this is not what I expected.
So lord please adjust my attitude, make me more patient and loving, help me gracefully accept the changes that are occuring in my life, help me love you better by loving other people.
Amen
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Great Words of Wisdom and Motivation by Lovebabz
It is easy to forget what you have done when trouble comes and you immediately think it will break you. Or someone says some mean shit to you and you swear you won't recover.
So I am remembering myself. Remembering that I have already walked through fire and can tell you how it was. I am remembering that I am living my dream deferred...not all but a great many. I am living my DREAMS.
I need to remind myself of myself.See everyone thinks they have an opinion how you ought to be. How you should be. Oh no babe. I get to decide how I want to be. I get to decide if I am mad, happy, glad or just bored.
I need NO PERMISSION.
I am remembering myself today because know one knows me better than I do. No one knows my fears, limitations and weaknesses better than I. I know what makes me feel good. I know how I like to be touched, kissed, made love to and can articulate that with confidence.
I am remembering myself because it is easy to forget all the successes, the good, all the bright lights. I am so much more than my worse moments. And it is the worse moments I remember when I am in the cross way.
I am remembering myself because no one can lift me up but me and the DIVINE.I am learning that people will project their fears onto your dreams. And the well wishing is so NOT well wishing but nay saying in disguise. See I am remembering who I am.I KNOW FOR SURE, I can only be limited by my inability to dream the biggest dream for myself.
posted by Lovebabz at 11:59 AM on Jan 30
So I am remembering myself. Remembering that I have already walked through fire and can tell you how it was. I am remembering that I am living my dream deferred...not all but a great many. I am living my DREAMS.
I need to remind myself of myself.See everyone thinks they have an opinion how you ought to be. How you should be. Oh no babe. I get to decide how I want to be. I get to decide if I am mad, happy, glad or just bored.
I need NO PERMISSION.
I am remembering myself today because know one knows me better than I do. No one knows my fears, limitations and weaknesses better than I. I know what makes me feel good. I know how I like to be touched, kissed, made love to and can articulate that with confidence.
I am remembering myself because it is easy to forget all the successes, the good, all the bright lights. I am so much more than my worse moments. And it is the worse moments I remember when I am in the cross way.
I am remembering myself because no one can lift me up but me and the DIVINE.I am learning that people will project their fears onto your dreams. And the well wishing is so NOT well wishing but nay saying in disguise. See I am remembering who I am.I KNOW FOR SURE, I can only be limited by my inability to dream the biggest dream for myself.
posted by Lovebabz at 11:59 AM on Jan 30
3 comments:
Beautiful & Honest :-)
WOW - without knowing you (I don't think) or anything about your situation I must say that your words were moving.
Good look on the whole preggo thing. Things will get better I'm sure. And good luck on the wedding
nice blog,but girl I know it's hard but try to enjoy the great thing that come with being pregnant.
my husband and I been trying for a really long time and we have been praying about it even longer and I have yet to enjoy the joy or pain of being a mom,so enjoy it girl.the lord will see you safe and keep u strong just trust in him.hope u are feeling better
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