So I am new to blogging and I know I need to post pictures as I look at others blog pages. All are interesting. Its snowing out and I love the elements of snow and rain. Lets you feel so care free when you know that you cant create or control something so beautiful. Thank you Lord.
Last night I fought with my fiance because of all the plans for the new baby is so extensive but he feels like I am leaving his other children that are from a previous relationship out. Like my child is better than them.
That is not true at all, but I have accountability for this one I am carrying. I dont have kids so I dont know how to be a mother yet. What does he expect they are older than 10 years old and have relationships with there own mother. I do love them but is it wrong to love mine a little bit more. I feels so bad to think about it and even worse to write it.
I am going to work 2 hours late, hope I make it there safely another day of throwing up and spitting, fun! But I did get some this morning and it was soooo great. Put me to sleep.